Just thought I'd give a heads up on the goings on and stuff, just in case like, I disappear for a while or something.
First of all, I wanna give a huge thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. It really meant a lot to me seeing those messages.
So, the reasons I might just disappear for a bit.
First one being, I now have a heap of commissions to do, which is great, because I need commissions to survive. They is how I make the money to pay for shit. But a few of these just aren't going to be uploaded here, as per the request of some of those people that wanted 'em.
Another reason, is Estelle. I wanna do more with her, progressively on a bigger scale. I to expand on her world, flesh it out more, come up with settings, backgrounds, flesh out the characters and stuff. But mostly, I want to move away from just doing single images, with a story linked in the description. I want to make comics showing the story instead. Not like, a huge full story comic, but more like an anthology of random parts of Estelle's life, mixed in with story driven events and stuff. So, of course, this stuff takes a lot longer to do, and I need to dedicate the time to doing that. But first, I gotta get those commissions out of the way, so I can buy the time to do that.
And the last reason, which is something I kinda don't really like talking about, but at this point is affecting my productivity, is just my mental state right now.
Honestly, I'm just not sure where I am with it. I can't really say I'm unhappy, but I also can't really say I'm happy either. Like, just the last or week or so, I've been consistently bouncing between the two states, where sometimes I feel fine,and then as time goes on, I just lose interest in everything, and kinda just want to sit in a corner and block out the world.
So, this has made it hard to work on stuff, because some days, I just have no motivation, and just end up spending the day killing time with Youtube videos, and other random shit.
It also doesn't help that Summer has started and the heat has already been hell, and I've been sick because of it, with some nasty headaches, and nausea, because I just can't deal with the heat very well. (Though this did give me an idea for a thing with Estelle, so there is a bright side in that)
But yeah, that stuff's just been going on lately. Usually my off days just come and go ever once in a while, but lately they've just been more persistent in staying around.
But don't worry about me though! I'll be fine! I'll still be here, making the arts, and trying my best to work hard and bring you guys more stuff!